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Does anybody have a tip for me? Anyone ?
Whenever I play piano, I always automatically get lyrics in my head. Just random words, although they go together well enough.
It sucks, because not only do I not remember said lyrics, but I start using my right hand to play them out. Instead of making an elaborate piano piece that could either be a backtrack OR it's own full song, I sound like a kid on youtube(...okay, I DO have a youtube, I confess) who's trying to play some song they know. Help? D:

For the record, all in all, I think I'm going to go back to composing, if I'm in the mood.

And I feel like recording music. Hm.
Got a bad sunburn on the 4th - I didn't even see any fireworks.. sigh. :(
So yeeeeah. Maybe you guys will be able to hear me play for once.
Also, MSN hasn't been working for me. D:

Thinking of cutting my hair even shorter. Opinions?

Now: (bad picture. ugly me. And no makeup. Blah. D:)


Maybe-cut?:


...Yes, Padma did turn me into a nodame cantabilehead. But the similarities between me and Nodame are too much to ignore. xD

New Deviantart. c:
wellcatnip.deviantart.com ~<3

So I wake up to hear my mom ranting about my brother.
I sit and listen for a moment, hearing the sound waft up from the kitchen, and then go downstairs to get something to drink because I feel dehydrated as hell.
I go downstairs, and the topic changes to me, apparently.
So now instead of shouting in Basically Sister's ear about how my brother - her boyfriend - is a horrible person, basically(which he's not), it's shouting in my AND her ear about how they can sell the cats, sell the birds, and just drag me to florida, 'cause thats 'the right thing to do.'

I didn't even bother making eye contact with her, or looking up at all. I just grabbed a glass, went to the sink to get some water, poured a little cherry juice in it - shot a glance at my Basically Sisters face; she looked scared and worried - and I went back upstairs with my very gothic-esque looking drink, and drowned myself in the song Ruth sent me.

So. Yeah. Lesson learned - I'm not able to go downstairs on my moms shouldn't be there bitchy days without getting verbal abuse for making my own choices.

For the record, I'm sorry that Basically Sister had to go through this. My mom sucks when she's rampaging.

So. I probably wont be playing on the 20th at PIX theatre any longer.
( ajifkay.  )

Freestyling is easy. You just sit down with your desired instrument, and play your heart out, emotion after emotion. Rip your heart out a little bit. Gory.
Writing it down is another thing entirely. You have time to criticize yourself during the pauses, and then just over and over, scrap your work, because you hate how it's turning out so.. strained.
Ugh. Not much time left.

While Stephanie Meyers Twilight Saga is popular, creating many raging fangirls that pour out of the woodwork to stab at your ears with hate, can it hold up to my expectations? 



( See my review, under the cut! )( See my review, under the cut! )

Still working on it. I've restarted over, going for a more melancholy song this time, since it'll mirror my feelings of the moment, and wont be happysugarsugarFLUFF this time. I'm having trouble keeping the sad feel, though. :/
I'm hoping it will turn out well, and if it does, I'll put it up on youtube. It'll be based of off KFC. Don't ask. Only Alex will catch that, and actually understand it.
But yeah. Anybody know how one would go about recording a keyboard, aside from midi?
Also, I think I'm becoming a fangirl of Jervy Hou. [link] His music is just.. amazing. I'm so jealous of people like that. So yeah. Ara's probably gonna tease me about this. xD
...
Haha. ALEX TEASED ME. xD

Well, I'm sad to say that today I finally discovered why I couldn't view Mangarevolution tutorials anymore. The site went down a few months back, it seems.














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*bawls*




...For the record, [link] almost made me smile. Almost. Thanks for that, kawaii_not! <3
I miss MR. >    <

Been needing to finish borntoslayyou's layout commissions for a while now. Ugh. Lazyyyyy, damnit!
Her hexrpg store layout isn't even 50% done, really. All I have is the banner, which sort of doubles as the background, really.
Headers still need to be done, as well as all coding and debugging. Damnit.
However, I'm pretty happy with how the banner came out, really; though I've been told to make it more blue. :3
After her requests are finished, I'll be making a banner for Ara, whom I don't think has a livejournal. =/

Her profile is more or less done, however I have to add another textarea and I'll add in a music player for her, as she requested.
...
I should get into livejournal profiles. Shame that livejournal doesn't have E-money. >.>;;
...I wouldn't mind actually getting RL money for it, but meh. I'd feel bad. xD
And I have no idea how that would actually WORK. -.-
Bah.


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YESSS, I DRAGGED borntoslayyou TO LJ. Yayyyy. <3

Well more like I lured her with pictures of a Chest... but stfu.

Some new chest pictures for everyone. ;D
and when I say everyone, I mostly mean Padma. XD
GET A LIVEEEJOURNALL ACCOUNT PADDY~ <3








Yeah, the thing that juts out of the top looks like crap, I know.

So like, apparently we might not only be moving to mexico(bullshit, I say, since thats the only thing they talked about until now), but we could move to other places.
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When you can't wish or hope any longer, whats there to do?
I don't know
I lay my sorrow down on these keys
Forget today, forget the world
Leave my troubles behind
Because the world is only blind

because the sustain petal hides my mistakes, ryt?


first work in a long time.

... there's a bird chirping outside my window.
and it's like, seven in the morning, and I've been up all night..

asdnfer'lgenhqew.

Sorry, no pictures. I've asked both my brother and my mom about the usb adaptor for my camera, but 5 minutes later, they'd already forgotten about it. Eh. I'll ask my mom again tomorrow; or rather, today.

But yeah. I'm currently doing a Twilight Princess chest.

...I had all the papercrafts I've done so far written down, but my cat stepped on the keyboard and baleeted it. >____<'

So like, anyways, piano. I was last talking about piano before the baleetion.
..I'm learning Midna's Desperate Hour. ...Yeah. Left hand is an uber ugh factor. I'm getting used to it, though. Eh.

ZOMGZOMGZOMG! LASTT BOSSS FIIIIGHTTTTT. LASTONE. ZOMG.
Cat races around the room with the air of an Armos Knight, screaming excitedly, an amusing expression dancing on her face.
...And then she explodes. Yay. A ghost floats out of her now fallen body.

YAYBOSSFIGHTTTT.

As of 12:28 AM(GMT -05:00), I have officially finished The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. 28 days of Zelda. And it's finally finished. Done. 
..And then I went to drink my now cold(but amazing) Apple Cinnamon Spice/Chamomile Tea with Honey, a little Vanilla, and of course, sugar. I began to believe that even cardboard would taste good after that last cutscene. ;D

Yeah, I'm a total geek.
But atleast I'm a geek with the awesome Hyrule Crest on my wall. ;D

And nowwww... I already have Majora's Mask downloaded! I'm really excited about it! I'll probably just take a look at it... Just a.. look..
...Okay, stfu, I'll go sleep. I just need to see if the ROM works. -___-

I am an idiot. Enough said.
..and more is said in my personal message on msn. So don't ask, just look. LEWKKK.

lawl im such a geek

oh and i got new camera batteries. expect pictures soon. :3

- F


..It wasn't me, I swear. ( ..Shi<u>f</u>t. It really wasn't! )